At Maru, Dec 23, 2005

Went to Maru and did mingle with gender of the other until quite early hours of next day morn.

 

told me in skin business. no more detail I know.

looked fair and subdued.. but beginning to lose the glimpse, I am now.

left with living material on flat in memory. nothing more.

may seem to cling to the image beginning to disappear parts to parts

one, two days complete phase out into the darkned area in memory.

 

drank like a hell.

drank like a hell.

 

know what leads self to this kind of blurred mood...

pale blue eyes.

pale blue eyes.

 

on returning met softly landing snows on my head, shoulders.

seemd to wandering endlessly..

fell into my own inner-most place where i would never share with

outer bodies.

 

life sucks.

life sucks.

 

never try to dig out the buried place.

please pass by when you happened to understand the meaning I'm trying to hide..